- Location:bed
Chorus singing tomorrow I guess lol
Did you sleep well last night?
I think so... wanted to wake up later then I wanted to, tho -_-
Who is the one person on your mind right now?
Some guy from church ever since I saw him at the pasta dinner tonight lol
What's the last song you heard?
Blue by A Perfect Circle
Who/What is your favorite cartoon character?
Hmmm... Stewie Griffin or Brian
What is a line from the song you're listening to right now?
"I just didn't want to know"
Anything big weighing down on your mind?
How will chorus choir go with that guy I saw at church tomorrow morning?
Do you believe that someone can ever be completely satisfied?
Oh yeah. The Buddah did it, why can't anybody else?
Who was the last person you spent time with outside of school?
John and Becky ^-^
Who/What is one person/thing that had the biggest impact on your life?
My parents
Do you think that people have the power to make their own lives better?
Yup
What are your views on homosexuality in general?
Do you ever hate yourself?
On rare occassions
Do you ever hate any of your friend(s)?
No, but I sometimes want to scream some sense into them when I feel it's nessecary
Do you think that everybody deserves a second chance in relationships?
...depends. I've done it once before, and it wasn't worth it.
Do you and any of your friends have a 'song'?
"A Whole New World" That's right, the song from Alladdin, bitches! xD
Where is your favorite place to be?
Outside in the fall or spring ^-^
What is the last movie you watched all the way through?
.................. um, wow, I thought I would actually know this.. umm.... I would have to say "Horton Hears a Who"
Have you ever had a friend with benefits?
No.
Who is the most important person in your life right now?
A lot of people. There shouldn't be just one
Do you feel that you are loved?
Yeah ^-^
How are you feeling?
Tired, having to pee.
What time is it?
11:16
Did you have/Are you having a good day?
Yeah ^-^
Which is worse - smoking, drinking, or drugs?
Drugs
Is there one person you would seriously kill if you could get away with it?
On some days there are and other days there aren't lol
What is you worst fear?
The unknown
Have you ever had a crush on someone of the same gender as you?
^-^ hee hee yes I have! Still have a couple, actually...
Have you ever played with fire?
Of course, it's my zodiac element
What is the one thing you want most from life?
I would have to say surviving and graduating from college and paying it off fully lol and just being happy with the one I love.
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- Mood:
sleepy - Music:Snow White Queen by Evanescence
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- Mood:
calm - Music:"No Air" stuck in my head
- Location:couch
- Location:Boston, MA
- Music:"Adult Swim" backround music
Um.. what else, what else...? I hope to post up Mohinder fanfics at some point this week(end). He's a vampire who's like, ultra-lusty and more of the dominant type. I've read quite a few fanfics where he's more of the submissive and I'm not used to that compared to my writings lol. I was like "O_O Oh, oh my..." haha! Uummm... yeah, I dunno. I should prolly go to bed, tho. Need to wake up early to get some chores done before leaving for Boston -_- I told my dad I would lol. I know I can do them in a short amount of time, but stil ugh! Not first thing in the moorrniiing!! *sigh* Ah well, it's gotta be done some time or another. I need to get $ too... oh boy... lol.
I need to bellydance more often... as workout, people! Lol. OH NOESS!! I have an english paper to work on for Monday T___T I'll start it when I get home from Boston lol. It's easy to do, it's just... time consuming. Blargh. Ok I g2g now. Check my dA then I'm heading out. Night night!
- Location:bed
- Mood:
sleepy
- Location:school
- Mood:
blah - Music:kid's iPod blaring
So I'm freaking paranoid about my psych test tomorrow. I procrostinated my studying and I failed the last two tests. What the hell is wrong with me? Why am I even taking this class? Oh yeah, bc I wanted to take abnormal psychology and found out that it was a summer course that I can't take like, a week ago and I can't withdraw from psych 1 bc the insurance for the loan wont cover only 3 classes bc I have to be a full time student, which requires 4 classes. Why do I do this to myself? If I fail the class, I'll still have the same problem with the whole loan situation. I don't even know why I bother... I really don't like school sometimes... if I wasn't taking this stupid psych course I know I'd be having a much happier college career. But no, I had to forget about my online history course while I was at school and had to withdraw from that one so I wouldn't fail... college blows sometimes. I knwo it's entirely my fault, but it still blows. I hope all goes well. On to studying...
- Location:bed
- Mood:
moody - Music:none
- Location:bed
- Mood:awake
- Music:Deja Vu movie backround
Night: I just had some potato and cheese perogies and a biscut b/c I didn't have a lot of food throughout the day and I was freaking starving!! I began looking over some philosphy-type stuff on deviantArt and here on LiveJournal. I can't wait to look those over and write out my own ideas and opinions on what others had to say. There are about 2-3 friends I have on my dA account whom I call "Philosophers" based on some of the interesting essays they have written and thoughts on life they have produced. I think thanks to my World Religion class, I'm going to engage in a lot more of this type of thinking. I mean, I always have from time to time and have written down some ideas which I would still like to persist in, but never really took a good day or two to really think about them and look them over. I think I'll do that while I'm not running through the woods, reading books, working, and hanging out with friends lol. Alright, I seriously have to pick up on studying for my test, or I will fail it, guarunteed. It's just, whenever I look at the notes, the first thing that comes to my mind is that it seems all too much and a reminder of the last tow tests a practically failed. It's a silly fear, I know, but it's something I can't help. Stress reeeaally sucks sometimes...
- Location:bed
- Mood:
okay - Music:Deja Vu movie backround
- Location:couch
- Mood:
blah - Music:HEROES backround music
Soooo I got bored and made some Mohinder icons :D I just finished up a few like 10 mins ago. They are free to be used but please give me credit to them b/c I am the one who made them, and not anyone else. So there! >D
There shall be many more to come, I promise.
Oh yeah, I got an e-mail from the Professor about my questions earlier today and he said he'd have to ponder on them for a moment or two and have his colleagues in Hartford take a look a them. He said that people have written entire books based on my questions! I was like O_O wow. Shocked. I told him to take his time with reviewing my questons and such. I can't wait to hear from him again, though ^-^ Alright, it's late so night night.
- Location:bed
- Mood:
tired - Music:none
(NERD ALERT! NERD ALERT! NERD ALERT!! )
. . . Soooo yeah. But I was really surprised when she brought up the fact that I can prolly communicate with professors of the topic in Hartford. I was like O_O woooow I feels smaaart lol. I remember in the first day of class I asked her (my Prof.) how can Buddhism itself be labeled as a religion if there is no Diety involved? Siddhartha Gautama was a prince before he became the Buddah, living a humble life as a human being, NOT a God when he found elightenment with whatever spirituality he came through and became a teacher of achieving Nirvana. Wouldn't his achievment be labeled as broadly spirituality and not strictly a religion? I always thought there had to be a God or a Goddess to worship in order to have the belief labeled as a religion (or something along those lines). She was like, "People don't usually ask that question until we get to that part of the book about the Buddah, which is halfway through the semester. You just got it on the first day!" I was shocked lol. Sooo I guess I AM the only one who thinks on this stuff on a daily basis, huh? Haha!
I can't wait to see what my results are, and I have a lot more questions to really ponder about and think on. Like, with numbers that I've thought about for a long time: how come only certain numbers are accosiated with many different religions? Like 3; the Christian Trinity, the Power of 3 in Wicca, you repeat a mantra in a multiple of 3 in Hinduism, Jesus rose form the dead after 3 days of his death, and I think there was something else but I can't think of it now lol. There's also, I remember writing these down and got some info on them from class, the numbers 5, 7, and 12 as well. << >> Ok I'll stop, my brain in showing ^-^;;
I'll keep this up to date and send this topic into other blogs I am involved with and see what they have to say. I'll keep this posted!
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- Mood:accomplished
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tired - Music:"The Celts" Enya
