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  • May. 21st, 2008 at 1:24 AM
Si, you know what BF stands for. And I've got one ^-^ I never expected to be with HIM of all people, too haha! We went to middle school together back in the day, but other than that we haven't seen eachother for like, 5 years. He saw my pic via Facebook and added me as a friend. I was like "OMG I remember that kid he was awesome!!!"  We hung out a couple of times before we put the label on lol. I was like, "Should I change my relationship status in Facebook?" *shrug* "If you want." LOL. I was kind of expecting an answer like that too. It was really obvious on the first day we hung out and watched HEROES :D that there was some sort of connection. I knew there was something, and he knew there was something (I could tell by the way he said certain things lol). And just being with him tonight felt so... natural. Like the connection was finally complete, and we both knew it. I had the feeling I didn't have to ask him the question about Facebook haha, but I did anyway. I didn't want him seeing it and being like "UMM....?...." lol. For those of you who have gone to middle school with me, can YOU guess who this mystery man is? The prize for the winner is, um... candy X3 HAHA!!


Apr. 26th, 2008

  • 10:52 PM
Implied Incest
 What are you waiting for?
Chorus singing tomorrow I guess lol

Did you sleep well last night?
I think so... wanted to wake up later then I wanted to, tho -_-

Who is the one person on your mind right now?
Some guy from church ever since I saw him at the pasta dinner tonight lol

What's the last song you heard?
Blue by A Perfect Circle

Who/What is your favorite cartoon character?
Hmmm... Stewie Griffin or Brian

What is a line from the song you're listening to right now?
"I just didn't want to know"

Anything big weighing down on your mind?
How will chorus choir go with that guy I saw at church tomorrow morning? 

Do you believe that someone can ever be completely satisfied?
Oh yeah. The Buddah did it, why can't anybody else?

Who was the last person you spent time with outside of school?
John and Becky ^-^

Who/What is one person/thing that had the biggest impact on your life?
My parents

Do you think that people have the power to make their own lives better?

What are your views on homosexuality in general?
It should be legal everywhere, damnit! The earth is getting over-populated, anyway...

Do you ever hate yourself?
On rare occassions

Do you ever hate any of your friend(s)?
No, but I sometimes want to scream some sense into them when I feel it's nessecary

Do you think that everybody deserves a second chance in relationships?
...depends. I've done it once before, and it wasn't worth it.

Do you and any of your friends have a 'song'?
"A Whole New World" That's right, the song from Alladdin, bitches! xD

Where is your favorite place to be?
Outside in the fall or spring ^-^

What is the last movie you watched all the way through?
.................. um, wow, I thought I would actually know this.. umm.... I would have to say "Horton Hears a Who"

Have you ever had a friend with benefits?

Who is the most important person in your life right now?
A lot of people. There shouldn't be just one

Do you feel that you are loved?
Yeah ^-^

How are you feeling?
Tired, having to pee.

What time is it?

Did you have/Are you having a good day?
Yeah ^-^

Which is worse - smoking, drinking, or drugs?

Is there one person you would seriously kill if you could get away with it?
On some days there are and other days there aren't lol

What is you worst fear?
The unknown

Have you ever had a crush on someone of the same gender as you?
^-^ hee hee yes I have! Still have a couple, actually...

Have you ever played with fire?
Of course, it's my zodiac element

What is the one thing you want most from life?
I would have to say surviving and graduating from college and paying it off fully lol and just being happy with the one I love. 


Writer's Block: Happy Earth Day

  • Apr. 22nd, 2008 at 11:53 AM
Implied Incest
What do you do EVERY day to take care of the earth's environment? What could you do more of?
 I make sure that everything possible gets recycled in the house, and I do my best to keep things unplugged when not in use. I could definitely do more of that.  Also, I could try more on not wasting water. I never waste food (or do my best not to) and I go for a hike/walk/run everyday at at least once to let Mother Earth know that I am thankful for her gift of life and that I can use it for my personal benefits in a healthy, natural way.

Writer's Block: Almost Famous

  • Apr. 21st, 2008 at 3:33 PM
What do you want to be famous for?
Writing books. Mainly horror, fantasy, and some erotica under a made up name ^-^

In Boston right now ^-^

  • Apr. 18th, 2008 at 10:56 PM
Soooo I have totally fallen in love with Boston. I'm not a big city person, (I know there are much bigger cities out there. I'm a country girl at heart I live in a very small town lol) but we walked around this place for at least 4-5 hours and I could totally live here on my own lol. The people are really nice, there's random live music everywhere, and the stores are fun enough just to walk in to look through. I <3 Boston So when I get the chance, I'm going to take many day trips here during the summer when I can. My friend and I are visiting her bf at his college and it's really nice. He goes to Sufffolk. I can't wait till I'm legal and I can go drink at the pubs ^-^ It'l def. be one of my fave past times haha! I bought a box of strawberry pocky, a book on confessions from grouphug.us, aaaaand a Gryffindor crest necklace ^-^ I still have to figure out where I'm sleeping tonight in my friend's dorm room--- O_o ooohh boy... ah Hell I'll figure something out.

Uhh.. stuff and random-ness

  • Apr. 17th, 2008 at 11:55 PM
^-^ I'm going to Boston with one of my bestest friends tomorrow and I absolutely can't wait!  We're gonna do a little shopping, wandering around, meeting up with my friend's BF, yeah it's gonna be a good time. We had Chili's tonight and talked about how we want to dress up for the upcoming Connecti-con this summer in things we usually wouldn't wear. She'd be a Victoria's Secret angel and she suggessted I be a Dominatrix >D I was like, "Just buy me a leather whip and I'm all set!" And the boots, of course. Oh wait, I have those ^^;;

Um.. what else, what else...? I hope to post up Mohinder fanfics at some point this week(end). He's a vampire who's like, ultra-lusty and more of the dominant type. I've read quite a few fanfics where he's more of the submissive and I'm not used to that compared to my writings lol. I was like "O_O Oh, oh my..." haha!  Uummm... yeah, I dunno. I should prolly go to bed, tho. Need to wake up early to get some chores done before leaving for Boston -_- I told my dad I would lol. I know I can do them in a short amount of time, but stil ugh! Not first thing in the moorrniiing!! *sigh* Ah well, it's gotta be done some time or another. I need to get $ too... oh boy... lol. 

I need to bellydance more often... as  workout, people! Lol. OH NOESS!! I have an english paper to work on for Monday T___T I'll start it when I get home from Boston lol. It's easy to do, it's just... time consuming. Blargh. Ok I g2g now. Check my dA then I'm heading out. Night night!

Writer's Block: Dream Job

  • Apr. 14th, 2008 at 10:09 AM
Implied Incest
What's keeping you from your dream job?
 Distractions, not as much motivation to do it, and possibly college.

Hate Mondays

  • Apr. 13th, 2008 at 11:58 PM

So I'm freaking paranoid about my psych test tomorrow. I procrostinated my studying and I failed the last two tests. What the hell is wrong with me? Why am I even taking this class? Oh yeah, bc I wanted to take abnormal psychology and found out that it was a summer course that I can't take like, a week ago and I can't withdraw from psych 1 bc the insurance for the loan wont cover only 3 classes bc I have to be a full time student, which requires 4 classes. Why do I do this to myself? If I fail the class, I'll still have the same problem with the whole loan situation. I don't even know why I bother... I really don't like school sometimes... if I wasn't taking this stupid psych course I know I'd be having a much happier college career.  But no, I had to forget about my online history course while I was at school and had to withdraw from that one so I wouldn't fail... college blows sometimes. I knwo it's entirely my fault, but it still blows.  I hope all goes well. On to studying...


Writer's Block: I Left My Heart in...

  • Apr. 12th, 2008 at 11:30 PM
Implied Incest
What do you love about where you live?
 I love how it's very close to a typical small country town, with the woodsy mountains, rolling hills, and everyone pretty much knows everyone in the town, or at least recognizes their faces. And everyone that I know or have met at least once are really nice to me ^-^ It's like a simple life sort of place, where you can socialize with many different types of people and at the same time there are several places where you can find your own place for solitary peace. There are many different woods to hike through, an awesome small-town pub, a library over 150 years old, a Yale summer college, a pizzaria owned by a family who moved here from Italy, an adorable corner store, and about 4 churches. There's other stuff too, but I think those are my fave places in the town ^-^

Odd day/Study Night

  • Apr. 12th, 2008 at 6:56 PM
Day:   Woke up kinda late, around 10-ish, had two cups of coffee and decided to go for a quick half hour run before having to get ready to go to work because the weather was ridiculously awesome! Like, 70 degrees awesome at like, 11! Then I took the quickest shower of my life  and rushed off to work with my windows down ^-^ Work at the movie theater was boring, no one there to serve popcorn and candy to thanks to the beautiful day, haha. I got to go home like, two hours early and I had some of my sister's Chinese food then the whole family went out for a walk up Haystack Mountain with the dog, who is halarious to watch run. His back legs wobble around everywhere :P Then we each had a browinie my dad made when we got home and stayed up in my room for like, 3+ hours... studying? No lol. I surfed the net, as usual, looking over several forums and accounts I'm logged into. 

Night:   I just had some potato and cheese perogies and a biscut b/c I didn't have a lot of food throughout the day and I was freaking starving!! I began looking over some philosphy-type stuff on deviantArt and here on LiveJournal.  I can't wait to look those over and write out my own ideas and opinions on what others had to say. There are about 2-3 friends I have on my dA account whom I call "Philosophers" based on some of the interesting essays they have written and thoughts on life they have produced. I think thanks to my World Religion class, I'm going to engage in a lot more of this type of thinking. I mean, I always have from time to time and have written down some ideas which I would still like to persist in, but never really took a good day or two to really think about them and look them over. I think I'll do that while I'm not running through the woods, reading books, working, and hanging out with friends lol. Alright, I seriously have to pick up on studying for my test, or I will fail it, guarunteed. It's just, whenever I look at the notes, the first thing that comes to my mind is that it seems all too much and a reminder of the last tow tests a practically failed. It's a silly fear, I know, but it's something I can't help. Stress reeeaally sucks sometimes...

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